Living a lie

month

September 2012

5 posts

I bet none of you even noticed I was gone.

Not that I possess the ability to give a shit about it.

July 2012

7 posts

All this fucking paper work...

offwiththeir-heads: Best train I’ve ever been on. Coming out for drinks? Damn straight. Is that even a question?

All this fucking paper work...

offwiththeir-heads: Bless the paper work that made me choose this class. Definitely a good choice. Glad to have you aboard the NGAS Train. Means, Not Giving A Shit.

All this fucking paper work...

offwiththeir-heads: Best teachers ever if you ask me. Easily. Plus, I take the class on field-trips like every week almost. Less work for us.

All this fucking paper work...

offwiththeir-heads: You honestly don’t care do you… Because I just gave all the kids like A’s and shit. Honestly, no. I don’t give a shit. That’s what I do.

All this fucking paper work...

offwiththeir-heads: I think I’m done with the paper work for today. Paper wor….oh. Okay. Well, good. Good job.

All this fucking paper work...

offwiththeir-heads: Where the hell is Sally. You called?

I guess I should reappear, huh?

June 2012

50 posts

Convinced the nurses to play poker with me...

Have I ever mentioned....

if-i-had-any: Well your father sounds like mine then and they can both suck a dick and choke on it. Don’t worry, Sally. I’ll be fine. I like that idea, haha. Alright, if you’re sure.

Have I ever mentioned....

if-i-had-any: Well whoever George is, he can suck it. I’m not supposed to go anywhere either. But you know what? I honestly don’t care. He’s my father, but I usually just refer to him as George or the sperm donor of my life. Seriously, Meg. If you make it so you have spend more time in here just to come see me…

Have I ever mentioned....

if-i-had-any: Shit! Thank fuck you’re still alive though! Oh my god, I’ll be right there. Just…hold on. What am I saying. Fuck. I’m sure George would disagree with you on that one. I’d offer to come to you instead, but the doctor won’t let me go anywhere unless someone’s helping me, and Roger’s not here at the moment to help, so.

Have I ever mentioned....

if-i-had-any: That must have sucked. But at least you liked it here, that makes shit a lot better than just waiting around. Shit! Sally! Are you okay!? Wait, scratch that. It was a stupid question. You were in a plane crash? Fuck everything, I’ll be to your room in a split second. I liked it here better than my actual house. Yeah, I was maybe kind of in a plane crash. Apparently I got...

Have I ever mentioned....

if-i-had-any: I just can’t stand not being able to do anything. Wait…. Sally, you’re here too? What the fuck happened? I don’t do much of anything in general, so that part doesn’t bother me. Hospitals and I go way back. I used to spend every waking hour here. This exact hospital too. Thanks to my mother working here. Uh….I had a little accident. Well. More like the...

Have I ever mentioned....

if-i-had-any: ….I hate the hospital. I used to like them…. A lot has changed since the last time I was actually in one though. Sigh. I’m right there with you.

I forgot how much hospitals remind me of my...

drunkencolfer: Things I’ll Never Say/Avril...

I Made it Out For You, Tell Me We're Meant to Be...

muchabout-music: “I’ll take care of her,” he knew that she would never ask him to do so, “she’s my girlfriend. I’ll take care of her,” he said, absently rubbing the side of her face with his thumb. He didn’t know why she had apologized. Nor did he care, all he heard was that her heart was doing fine. Roger immediately began to worry and panic. He couldn’t lose her. Not his Sally. She had to live...

I Made it Out For You, Tell Me We're Meant to Be...

muchabout-music: It had been a pretty uneventful day. Roger had decided to call in sick and spend the day with Eisenhower as they watched something about Hitler on TV. They were waiting for Sally to come by or call or text. His life now was usually spent around Sally or waiting for her. Because she was engraved in his heart and never quite left his mind. All the music he wrote came out sounding...

muchabout-music replied to your post: muchabout-music replied to your post:… Totally Whateverrrrrrrrr. ;D

muchabout-music replied to your post: muchabout-music replied to your post:… No I mean the five second to kiss thing XD Shhh, I love you. Also, THE CLUB CAN’T HANDLE US. Oh yeah. xD That was totally a coincidence. :P

muchabout-music replied to your post: Thirty-eight You troll OKAY. I WAS GOING TO POST THAT BEFORE YOU GAVE ME THE CUE. ;_;

Sally has felt all kinds of pain all her life. She just wants five perfect seconds of happiness at the least.

I Made it Out For You, Tell Me We're Meant to Be...

Her eyes were closed, but there was pain, piercing, blinding pain. She could feel the slow, swelling beating of her heart like it was radiating through every muscle in her body. It was clear to her that it was not a normal heart beat. Along with the heart beat in her ears she could hear people walking all around her, but none of them were near her in any sense. She was left alone. Did they give up...

She has a recurring nightmare of the day she almost drown.

There was one time when she and Howl were alone that things got out of hand. She hasn’t told anyone about it. Not even her therapist. She has a scar from that too….

After Howl “cheated” on her, Sally had a brief period of time in school when she was physically bullied. Emotional bullying went on all through school, but there was never physical bullying until then. She has a scar from it. And when she came home bleeding her mother rolled her eyes and left for work without a word— acting as if Sally deserved it.

There’s a box of things from the past in the back of her closet. Photos of her and her mother before Jessica stopped pretending to care. Photos of her father pushing her on the swing before he left. Her high school graduation cap and tassel, along with her one high school yearbook that she bought— a single signature in it, from Howl. Even the engagement ring that Finn gave her. A box...

Roger gives her hope. Hope for love. Hope for a better life. Hope for family. Hope.

She’s afraid to be happy because every time she’s come close it’s been taken away from her.